What a chaos night－RuRuCat

I should not have used this again..

Louis taught me just few days ago and I couldn't avoid the tempting THING.

I just used once.. I thought it won't be too much... But after it mixed the effect with the red wine..

My night was so long and I was so so stupid to do it again..

Whatever.. what have done is done.. no regret.. just don't want letting desire control me again..

I am so so so strong with my willpower and shouldn't make mistake again...

It supposed to be a sweet night... but I wasn't that enjoying much.

The food was lovely including my favorite seafood.. I guess seafood is another reason..

Red wine, seafood and The THING are evil stuff accompanying with the French accent...

Dying want to have...

I just don't understand

why does everything become so complicated to me all the time

all i want it the simple way...

I was talking nonsense.